"I wanna ball with the best, I put it down make it fall like the rest. Aint no stoppin when i call with my chest, and i'm rollin like ya heard to the west."
Just a little rap line that came this morning. Ha. It's been a good morning. Not only have I "Got me some" love from my God, but i realize how full i am. This rap line kind of explains it a bit. "I wanna ball with the best" - It's not that i want to be compared to others, nor do i want to receive credit, but i want to be able to live like those who have gone before and who currently live in a state of complete surrender to God. I wanna do my role in this story like my role on the court, d'n it up and helping my team win. "I put it down make it fall like the rest" - I used say "put it down for the ..." a lot. But this time there is so much I hold on to that weighs me down. If i let go of the junk in my life and let it fall like the junk God has taken off me already, then i'm weightless and ready to roll. "Aint no stoppin when i call with my chest" - My heart is very sensitive and capable. My prayer this morning was "lord, expand me, extend my boundaries. I want to be capable of love like yours." When i let my heart speak, yeah it sometimes speaks without thinking and pushes me to places i may not have gone (i kind of think it's a good thing, most of the time), but i feel an honesty and an ability to be instinctual and be the man i'm supposed to be. i love the heart God gave me and i want use it for Him. " And i'm rollin like ya heard to the west." - sometimes you gotta rhyme no matter what and make it sound good. This one worked out though. I do feel like im blazin a new trail (yes i have ties to the oregon trail as well). I'm not sure where God is taking me but i'm stoked for the journey. So I'm gonna mount up (Regulators!) and head with my heart, i'm gonna get me some. ;)
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